always remember to be happy...
July 29, 2009
1:16 AM
insomnia.


Ysunanda

July 28, 2009
1:11 AM
why can you just leave me be? isn't it enough that i have to live with this painful reminder everyday? why can't things actually be normal for a while? maybe it is my fault, but i'm in no position whatsoever to do anything about it. trying to live life pretending everything's alright isn't easy you know? and rubbing it all in is only making things worse for me. just go away. please just go away and never come back.

i miss my seven girls dearly. things have changed. i wish we were still in cedar. the fun times we shared were really memorable, no matter how insignificant they seemed. don't get me wrong, life now isn't really bad. but all the same, i wish i didn't have to grow up this fast. well, i wish i didn't have to grow up at all. but life goes on, and we're forced to look ahead.

what i wouldn't give to be a little kid again, enjoying the simple things in life and not having to constantly worry about god knows what.

days like these are the worst. everything ends on such a low. i feel so lost, like trying to frantically search for the light switch in the dark, when all you feel are the four solid walls closing in on you.

i should stop here before my words get more incoherent than they already are.

i wish i could find the answers.


Ysunanda

July 8, 2009
9:54 PM
omg i'm posting more than once a month! whopee!!! not. -.-

was feeling random, and stumbled across this somewhere.

from: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


this is very accurate actually, except the 'mood swings' part. i don't get mood swings. i just get high easily >.<

*sighs*

i wish i had more willpower and determination. gotta work on that from now onwards.


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